December 6th

Yesterday was the day that really getting me down. I heard that "*" is going to shift to other country. It's the first time i feeling this way. I have never felt like this before, i swear. Now i cant do anything else, not facing fact and say farewell to her. I wonder how can i survive without her. It's hurt alot when i heard about this but i have to pretend nothing happened in front of my family. I really wanna leave this damn foolish world. That no human know my feeling, not even one.